Gods’ Perfect Timing: Baby Sarafin Coming June 2026
The number 10…
The number 10 represents divine order, completion, and testimony.
Ten years ago, I was living in darkness. Where my sins gave birth to sin, over and over again.
And 10 years ago, in this same time of the year, I took a pregnancy test… and I felt nothing but fear, shame, and guilt. I didn’t feel joy. I didn’t feel peace. I felt alone. I feared what people would think of me. And I had no one giving my mind any kind of hope whatsoever to keep my baby.
And in that fear, I made a decision that broke me.
I aborted my child. December of 2015.
That choice led to years of self-destruction and emptiness, but what I didn’t know then was that God was not finished with my story.
In 2021, Jesus saved me and I gave Him my heart and surrendered my life to Him.
In 2022, He began to heal me, especially from the pain of my abortion.
I have been very open about my life. About the things I have done in my past and the pains that it caused myself and others. It is NOT easy sharing with you all.
If God deems everyone worthy to hear the Gospel Message, then l believe everyone is worthy to see and hear how He is moving in my life!
However, no one actually sees the behind the scenes of my relationship with God when it comes to the times that I have cried out from bitterness, from jealousy, from envy, from anger, or from grief.
I experienced all of this pruning over these last 3 years of God working in and through my heart.
He has shown me, taught me, and freed me from more than I could have ever imagined. Most of all, He has shown me that He IS always faithful to me, to us, the ones He loves, EVEN when we don’t get our way or the outcome we desire,
Through every moment of grief, anger, and waiting… He met me there.
He surrounded me with people like my lash clients, my friends, my family, and my amazing husband, who constantly reminded me of His goodness.
Who would give me small seeds of hope and encouragement to get me through.
And though I longed to be a mother again, God reminded me that His faithfulness is NOT proven by giving me what I want, but because He gave up Himself. He died on the cross for me, for ALL sinners, so that those who believe in Him shall not perish, but so that we can have eternal life.
10 years ago exactly, was when I conceived the child who I aborted.
And now, exactly ten years later, the Lord has blessed my womb with life again.
Cory and I are expecting a baby!!!!!!
Gods timing, IS perfect.
And what is so sad to me, is that people will read all of what I am going to type, and still call this a coincidence. They will still reject God. This is by Gods doing. By His sovereignty. His timing. His power.
But there’s MORE.
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On Thursday, September 25th, Cory was listening to one of his favorite preachers, Voddie Baucham, as he often does and has done for almost 3 years.
**Cory has always said that if we ever have a son, we would name him Voddie (voh-dee for pronunciation).**
In the sermon that Cory was listening to that morning, Voddie was preaching about other “giants of faith” in our current time (John MacArthur, R.C. Sproul) and he also spoke about Paul’s final words to Timothy, “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith” (2 Timothy 4:7).
As Cory listened, he thought, “Voddie, you can’t go anywhere… you’re one of the greats.”
Later that same day, we learned that Voddie Baucham passed away from a heart attack.
Cory sat in his truck and wept. He actually cried out to God and begged for a son.
When Cory came home, we had discussed of Voddie’s passing and then we began to discuss our friend’s upcoming birthday the next day.
We were going to a brewery for her birthday and I cheerfully said I was going to share a drink with her.
Cory felt led to suggest that I take a pregnancy test before I have any alcohol and I looked at him annoyed. Fort the past 2.5 years, everytime he’d made that suggestion, I would get the same answer. NEGATIVE.
But off to the store we went to buy a test.
As we were driving, a thought came to my mind and I said to Cory,
“Wouldn’t it be so crazy if the day that Voddie Baucham dies, is the same day that we found out we are going to have a baby… and what if it is our son who will will name Voddie…”
That night, before bed, I took the test and two lines appeared instantly.
Two pink lines.
We both just cried and held one another. The love of God just overcame us. We were blown away.
This is NO coincidence. This IS GOD!
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Still don’t believe???
Well, that same morning of September 25th, I was studying Genesis 41 when Joseph translates the Pharaoh’s dreams.
Pharoah’s had 2 of the same dream. Joseph translates and then in verse 31, Joseph says:
“The doubling of Pharoahs dreams means the thing is fixed by God, and God will shortly bring it about.”
Two weeks before September 25th, on Friday September 12th, two Michelle’s, both believers, in the same day told me I would be the next one to be pregnant. Michelle at my work and Michelle who is the director at the pregnancy clinic that I partner with. I didn’t put two and two together that day.
It was actually the day after we tested positive where I realized God was trying to speak to me through others. I went to pick back up in my Bible study where I left off, and that is when it all clicked. I saw the last thing I had highlighted said,
“The doubling of Pharoah’s dreams means the thing is fixed by God, and God will shortly bring it about.”
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STILL DONT BELIEVE?
One of our closest friends, 1 week prior, was out shopping. She felt led to buy me baby items and gift them to me. And she did. I told her, “who knows maybe next year we can use these!” And I immediately placed them in my prayer closet.
LOOK. AT. GOD.
Ten years ago, I took a pregnancy test and felt despair. Last month, I took one and felt redemption.
Ten years ago, I took a pregnancy test and wanted to hide it from the world.
Today, I share with the world a testimony of God!!!
This is not coincidence, this is the sovereignty of God.
If you’ve been hurt or let down, if you’ve doubted His goodness, let this be your reminder:
He redeems. He restores. He still writes miracles.
We are overjoyed to announce that Cory and I are expecting a baby and ALL glory belongs to God alone.